Reality is Subject to Change
/What is seen and experienced in this moment versus what is possible. The reality I knew- I had a tremendous plan for my life and it felt nearly flawless until it fell apart. Now what?
In 2020, I will continue to build my faith. The last time I hoped for something really big- I was waiting on a miracle that never happened. In that pain, I was cradled in peace and I discovered God in a way that I never would have if not for this unthinkable loss. I have been through so many changes in the past five years. I have shared fragments.
Last year, I frequently wrestled with “why me to effect change” and “Does my voice really matter?” I enter into 2020 more ready than ever to effect change. Everyday I wake, I am given the opportunity to continue to write my story, not in ink but in the way that I live. I ,too often, take this for granted. This irony gives me grace for others.
I enter this year embracing the journey ahead. My hopes and my faith are at an all time high but not nearly as big as they need to be. I am super excited for what God has in store for us this year. Are you with me? Together we will effect change on a global scale. If this is the path that my future will take, I have asked God for courage and provision. Navigating change and living in faith are challenging, still we are better and stronger together.
Historically, I have not shared until I have procured it. This journey is different. I cannot do it alone. I will continue to share because I have joy and hope and that in itself it a testament of God’s grace. I never wanted to write until I realized that I have a story that I must share.
Being mothered is a universal experience. It is a life long process.
I am grateful for all those who have touched my life and continue to invest in me in this way. God is intentional.. It is out of the abundance of His love through others that compels me.