In the Midst of Fire
/ Autumn McKenzie JacksonPray for my family. Pray for complete healing, endurance, patience, love, and understanding.
A drastic change in my mother’s health has changed everything. My mother had a significant stroke that threatened to immediately take her life. She is still here and making baby steps forward, but at present she is not who she was. We are all facing profound change. I may unpack some of this in the weeks to come.
For today, I am sharing encouragement and perspective that even the most unruly change or disaster can refine and shape us if we can withstand the heat and the pressure. I choose to endure. I continue to lean not on my own understanding but lean into God’s plan for our lives.
This video made this Summer in the Mariposa Grove of Yosemite National Park was a great reminder of this important concept. Sequoia’s are made to withstand fire. In fact, they need fire. Fire allows the Sequoia pine cones to release seeds, making fire an important part of their life cycle.
The fire we are in is hot. My heart breaks for my mother. I am angry. I am confused. But these are outweighed by necessity, hope, and belief in God’s plan. Pray that we stay the course with good cheer.
There are levels to everything. I can live a religious life that is sterile and devoid of divine power and muscle through life exhausted and overwhelmed or I can recognize the fullness of what Christ Jesus died to give me.
It has taken me years to express the sentiment found in this post. God has been working on my heart. There was a lot of shame and blame mixed in with my raw emotions that I needed to process.
The possibilities are endless. She is learning to hear from God. She knows that He has a plan and a purpose for her life. She has persevered through many things and her story of overcoming with help others.
Tory Palecek is my best friend from college. I met Tory the first day of volleyball preseason freshman year at Colgate University. We were both incoming freshmen. She immediately made an impression on me.
I am learning to thrive in increasingly complex situations.